I burst out laughing when I was reading my former colleague’s email… Albert, your words are soooooo…interesting…Aha aha aha hahahaha.. What I am thinking is I should create an e-commerce website for DATE TRADE between Shanghai and Québec… But how about the logistics services…? Another daydream!

Today is my birthday, my 30th birthday. Happy birthday to myself!!! I want to say “Thank You” to every person who says the best wishes to me!

Dès le premier jour
Où mon regard s’est posé sur toi
Le cœur palpite; le souffle court
Le courps tremblant; la vision trouble
Le temps qui s’arrête à ce moment précis

On retourne au premier amour
Au commencement de tout
Où l’ignorance se métamorphose
Où les sentiments me transportent dans un tout autre univers
La frénésie s’empare de moi
Je suis prise au piège dans ce tourbillon d’émotions
Qu’est l’amour, la passion

À la dérive, sur les vagues d’un océan infini
Dans les eaux troubles reflètent ma tendre moitié
De qui je suis séparée
Son sourire, ses mots appaissants, ses blagues idiotes
Tous me manquent éperduement

Les paroles, les caresses, les regards de l’être aimé
Tout m’est si cher
Le premier amour est souvent comme une fleur
Elle s’épanouit; mais reste éphèmère

Lorsque les restants de mon amour s’évaporent
Telle une vague qui efface les traces de pas sur la rive
Le temps recommence sa course
Les battements de mon cœur ralentissent
Pour n’être plus qu’un pouls faible et inaudible

I found the short poem via Deviantart.com just now. It is said that the author wrote it for his/her scholarship. Hehe…pretty nice and naive, full of child’s simplicities…

Ten years passed, time keeps flying away, something never changes as all my sweet memories in 1999 and 2006. Something never changes as I couldn’t release this kind of complicated emotions and to get away a gentle sadness in heart. Something never changes, two different cities, far distance, after ten years, two hearts are still waiting…

This year, I wanna go to a very cold place just because I dislike the city where I am born. There is no reason for me… I’m living in my virtual world, my own sentiment space…

Premier amour, c’est tout! I pretend to be Single and Fabulous!

I rushed into the flea market this afternoon and was doing crazy shopping for more than five hours with crowded young people in breathless spaces.

JoJo was chatting with some guys while we were having company farewell lunch last Friday. “Joy is not qualified to be a woman! She never cares her …” I know she was talking about girls’ eyebrow. Actually I am used to accept such laughing words as before.

Let it be! I ususally spend much money on the latest digital products, not clothes, not shoes, not cosmetics… In my opinion, a man in 30s, he should develop his business; a woman in 30s, she should be a housewife. So is it possible that I would become a man? The reason is quite simple: I don’t wanna be a housewife!!!

From Liang’s space, I know the guy is drunk tonight because he is missing his love in Japan…There was a tinge of sadness in his voice. Sigh…Drunk whole night, self-abandonment for a while!

How can I drive away these feelings of sadness?